I'm currently in love with this song:

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you
We can take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through

And I will drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold
But this time we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of ever.

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever and ever
Know how much I want to show you
You're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're falling down, I'll see your eyes
And in this pool of blood, I'll meet your eyes
I mean this
Forever.

- Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance

Such a beautiful song, the starting is super haunting too. A sort of tribute to Bonnie and Clyde maybe. Makes you wonder why an intelligent girl would love a merciless robber.

This sounds incredibly stupid but...

I'd really love to have this song sung during my wedding!!!!! Romantic yet so damn twisted. Though my eyes ain't blue, I think that's alright. =)

Hello!! I'm back!!

And very sian.

And because there are just too many things to talk about here, I just don't want to talk about the trips except that they were alright. What else? Service in Jakarta and Philippines is quite different, littering and pollution about the same. I didn't get homesick in the week I was away from home but I did get sick during the last two days.

Aiya, if you really want details of what happened during the two trips, where I went etc...you can always ask me personally arh. 'Cause now...I WANT TO GO POST SOME SHOTS!! Hehe. Not all the shots though because (and i admit this today) I am a lazy pig trying to finish her lunch for the past two hours.

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But then. I just found out that my digicam ain't working...And I don't know why...My laptop can't even detect it! =( Haiz.

I AM FLYING OFFFFFF!!!!!! Soon, hehe. I should be asleep now but then, for about 14 days I shall not be able to access my computer or sleep in my lovely, beautiful, cozy bed. Yesh, i'm in love with my bed. It's where I get sick, get nightmares, get no dreams, get good rest, get body aches etc...I have a bond with it.

My dad passed me his digicam to bring to Philippines and recently, I've been trying to practice my shooting skills- aka taking emo pics of myself. Hehe. I won't post it up here. I'm shy.

Had a great time with Suejen and Joanna yesterday at Timbre. Suddenly, I'll really miss them for 14 days. And I'll also miss my besties whom I won't be able to see during my hols after all...

Whats been up apart from meeting people, doing projects and taking pics of myself?

Well, I've been buying stuff for the trip.
Eating potato chips and bueno-ing.
Reading books.
Listening to Def Leppard. If you like old English rock, 'tis the band you should listen to.
Serving youtube and laughing at models falling over the stage while catwalking. HAHA.
Wowing: apart from my female dwarf hunter, I started a female gnome warlock.
Practicing making up- smokey eyes. Hopefully I don't look like a racoon...

In case you wonder what I'm trying to do with my eyes, this is what I'm trying to do:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqawCx99mOQ

Kk, think I better sleep since it's close to 1am. Take care folks=) I won't be able to answer tags in quite a while. Hopefully I'll get some pics up after 23 June.

I cannot be who I'm not, and I cannot give what I don't have.

The old sleeps badly, perhaps they keep watch...against what?

I wonder too.